Monday, 12 July 2010

Cold & tired ....yawn...brrrr!

Well I don't know about you but I am bloody cold today. My body cannot cope with all this change in temperature!! ......anyways apologies for lack of blogging-ness. I have been a busy bee & when I'm not busy I'm too tired to do anything but curl up & snooze!
I've been suffering with really bad heads again all last week & really bad pains in my feet & ankles. Could hardly walk over the weekend.

I feel totally shattered today & would much rather be snuggled up in bed, but we are off to view a house today & its too noisey next door for me to rest in bed!

Anyone know much about forever living products? I am trying their aloe vera juice. I have it first thing every morning. Been taking it just over a week now. Not much difference yet but I am still hopefull it will at least help some of my symtoms, if only my belly (which it seems to be)

Just filled in the 'any changes' inc benefit form & posted it. I hope I don't have to mess around with that. I really dont have the strength. I know some people must think I am doing really well or I am better as I seem to the outside world very busy & ok, but you should see behind the scenes!! I have to try & do stuff in between all my crappy times & it is great that I have something to focus on but don't be disalusioned. Focus does not make you better it just helps you to pull through the shit times!

I know it is all very difficult for none ME.CFS or FM sufferers to understand, but if you at least believe what we are saying that is one step closer to understanding.
Right I'm off now because my eyes are shutting & my heads starting to hurt again. At least I can kinda walk today & not look like John Wayne!!


kayc said...

That's not so good. I hope you are feeling better soon. Hugs. Kathleen x

Dominique said...

I'm sorry you are having such a struggle right now.

Having an invisible illness is quite the challenge. I agree with you. Believing us would be a wonderful first step!

Myzdamena's World said...

I definitely agree there.....

At the moment I'm stuck in the house most of the time and when I'm out people think I'm All Better.... lol

...I do wish :)


Gail xxx